The past,The present and counting

I wish I could turn back time and change some things at my past.

I wish I could smile wholeheartedly and greet the morning sun.

I wish I never felt this numb and lonely.

Things are not going smoothly,change is inevitable and I'm still afraid to accept it.

I'm so tired, I want to be back on track,help me God.

-Anton

Chocolates and Flowers:post Valentine

Hearts day or the ever famous Valentines day had made its way again. And I know I'm late for this valentines' post. 

Yes, yes I know I wanted to feel this so called thing we called "love" again. I wanted to celebrate again V-day with flowers and chocolates in my hand. The feeling that you'll be making someone happy with these presents, and the smiles you'll be sharing, the sweet " I love you and I do".

And I know I'm one of those person who patiently waits, I do love to give this special someone every single thing that could make her happy.I'm a part of a group who have tried their luck in love, you would know that it doesn't always happen the way you want it to. It's not all about the good times and the I'm always here for you statements or even the sweetest promises. More often than not, love leaves you hanging or at least the person you love does. 

In other words, Love hurts in spite the efforts you made. It's a rational truth that is hard to accept

This might be the reason I'm still afraid to fall in love again.

And if ever the love angel hears my plead: "I'm still here waiting."

-anton 

Dull

A lot of things happen lately. I'm still volunteering at a public hospital in Manila. Its been a couple of months since I started. I haven't even updated my blog, sorry for those who are still visiting my site.

Sigh. Life sometimes is so dull. Plain and simple. 

I'ts just like that your life revolves around a small routine.

Home- Hospital duty-Sleep/Eat- Wake up and do the same thing again. I'm not tired of doing this things maybe I just need something new I can spend some time with.

-Anton

I'm looking forward for this job opportunity ahead of me.Nurse 1 position. Help me God, guide me always. I know I passed the final interview and with Your Good Grace,surely I'll make it.

Senti

"Mahal ka ba niya talaga?"

Tas sinabi mong : 

"Wag mo akong iwan,ayaw kong mag isa."

Ok lang sakin na abutin ng umaga, LAHAT AY GAGAWIN PARA KA LANG MAPASAYA..

Nagtataka ako, nag seselos..

"Mahal ka ba niya talaga?"

Dahil ako MAHAL KITA.

MAHAL NA MAHAL...

-anton