Thursday, August 6, 2009

A box full of kisses


The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said,

"This is for you, Daddy."

The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty. He yelled at her,stating,

"Don’t you know, when you give someone a present, there is
supposed to be something inside?

The little girl looked up at him with
tears in her eyes and cried, "Oh, Daddy, it’s not empty at all. I blew
kisses into the box. They’re all for you, Daddy."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.

Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

"In a very real sense, each one of us, as humans beings, have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses…from our children, family members, friends, and God. There is simply no other possession, anyone could hold, more precious than this."

Just a little more


"When I noticed I was thinking about you...
I felt very embarrassed
And I really hate that feeling
That's because I'm afraid to convey my feelings"

atama de osaetsukete mo kokoro ga dousuru koto mo dekinakute
autabi ni kimi ni satorarenai youni

mou sukoshi... mou sukoshi...
kimi no kokoro ni chikazuitara

Just a little more, I know destiny will find its way on both of us.
I hope so...

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

My Lady


When we meet someone and fall in love, we have a sense that the whole universe is on our side until I realize that in love, no one can harm anyone else; we are each of us responsible for our own feeling and cannot blame someone else for what we feel.

Could this be love or just a mere thought of infatuation?

My sweet lady,if only I could know you more and express my sincere admiration of your beauty.

But deep inside I'm afraid to tell you what I feel.

I've learned that waiting is the most difficult bit, and I want to get used to this feeling, knowing that your with me, even when your not by my side.

I'll be silently watching over you and catch you everytime you fall.


-Anton

P.S.
How I wish you could read this blog, I miss you too.
You might had guessed who you are and deep inside I'll be happy if you did.
"Ingat ka prati tonski".. you're just too sweet

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Smile


There's someone in my life who always puts a smile on my face.

I realized that yesterday.

I was so tired and down after a day at work. It seems I'm worthless suddenly she texted me...

"Imissyou tonton..
ΓΌ"

you guessed it right, everything melted away. I suddenly smiled.

Have you ever felt that feeling that you just know someone cares and loves you without even saying it?

And the best part, she doesn't have to...you just know. vice versa. And that's enough.

No labels. No obligations. Just plain friendship.

Cherish every moment, I had realized that even a simple text can brighten up my weary day.


"The night is turning darker, the moon shines from above and the trees are slowly shaking to the beat of tranquility."

-Anton

Stitches and burns

People say that I'm a fool
Well I don't know
At least I found out
what it takes to be strong

Say good morning to the world
I hope you like it
take good care of all those
things that we have

I've been looking for a way
because it
seems like everything
must come to an end

Now I don't want
to see you anymore

Don't want to be the one
to play your game

Not even if you smile
your sweetest smile

Not even if you beg me
darling please

Time after time
nothing that I can do

Knowing your ways

and loving your ways

But not getting through at all

Day after day
leaving the past behind

Coming to terms

with stitches and burns
Learning to fly again

*
Being me is what got me there. I will not change a thing just to get ahead. This might be the time to move forward and make it through all the pain.

Leave all the bitterness behind and come out of this as a better Anton.